Thursday, March 22, 2007
i'm beginning to detest myself.
i thought i had just learnt to love myself.
i was no different from a zombie in school today. but it wasn't so bad during mep. i've no idea why i had gotten high. but the thing is that i never want to get high again.
i've got two composition of at least 64 bars to rush by next next week. and i still haven't shown miss sim anything. i feel so screwed. and i'm even putting my studies aside just so that i can finish my composing. this is bad. and with me in this state now, does it look like inspiration will come to me?
i don't know what triggered me to sink into another state of depression. maybe it started as early as the day when i broke down in school and at home.
okay. this is getting depressing. back to composing time. i aspired to compose a symphony at the age of 17. (:
au revoir!
hey claaar. so sorry kay. i just can't stop disturbing you.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:18 AM